Thursday, April 12, 2007

Definition of the very famous 'Royal Shove'

1. Code doesn't work, infact gives values of the order of 601 for a 0.5 m wave!
2. You think you are getting enough money for one month to spend, but then you figure out that the sum was for 2 months total!
3. Prof gives you a chapter, so that you can read it and make notes for 'him' so that he can teach the next batch.
4. Prof screams at his assistant about leaving the windows open 'coz the room sticks of sweat! In your presence that is..
5. The prof whom you need to talk desperately regarding a very important issue is either busy/gone for lunch/in a seminar/in HOD's office..basically never available!
6. You always get interrupted when you are talking in terms of i's and j's on a staggered grid scheme with linearized shallow water equation.
7. You puke!
8. Bad hair day!
9. Bad head day for all that is.
10. You have to give a presentation on an unknown topic, for unknown time with some unknown guy.
11. You are jittery, and you don't know if its the hormones or the people around you. Both are irritating.
12. There is always a lot of work on the other side, the moment you go nearer, either you don't feel like doing it/or you just happily ignore its existence. And then suddenly before sleeping, you again realize how much work is left undone.
13. THERE ARE BLOODY 13 POINTS!!!!

cheers cheers!
:)

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Change

Yeah, well, I changed the title of my blog. From the highly introspective and philosophical tag-line to the simplest one that came to my head.
Who cares!?
I'm tired of running around, tired of having people around, tired of answering unnecessary questions that they ask.
The most difficult thing in this world today is not the things we think are. Its not achieving success, not falling in love, not being happy, but infact is being left alone when one wants to. My door is open, but its open for me to go out and come in, not for just anyone to walk in whenever they want. They should realise this. Unfortunately, what they are interested in is what I'm doing, whom I'm chatting with, what I'm chatting about, which books I'm reading!!
Just because I talk to them politely doesn't mean they take me for granted for everything.
The only thing thats holding me up, is the fact that I know I wont stick with these people for the rest of my life. And I know I'll end up forgetting them. So will they. Thats a fact no one wants to accept but they all know that deep inside.
A little self control at this point may be troublesome, but helpful for the long run.
I'm trying not to let my bubble burst!

Thud!

PS: I'm not depressed, I'm not in a pathetic state. Nothing's wrong with me. All I'm doing is thinking aloud. Its just a part of the normal introspection process. So please please, don't drop comments like "Hey, whats wrong?" etc etc.

Later..
:)